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The Old Fisherman
Our house was directly across the street
from the clinic entrance of John Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore. We lived
downstairs and rented the upstairs rooms to out patients at the clinic. One
summer evening as I was fixing supper, there was a knock at the door. I opened
it to see a truly awful looking man. “Why, he’s hardly taller than my
eight-year-old,” I thought as I stared at the stooped, shriveled body. But the
appalling thing was his face - lopsided from swelling, red and raw. Yet his
voice was pleasant as he said, “Good evening. I’ve come to see if you’ve a
room for just one night. I came for a treatment this morning from the eastern
shore, and there’s no bus ‘til morning.” He told me he’d been hunting
for a room since noon but with no success, no one seemed to have a room. “I
guess it’s my face...I know it looks terrible, but my doctor says with a few
more treatments...” For a moment I hesitated, but his next words convinced me:
“I could sleep in this rocking chair on the porch. My bus leaves early in the
morning.” I told him we would find him a bed, but to rest on the porch. I went
inside and finished getting supper. When we were ready, I asked the old man if
he would join us. “No thank you. I have plenty.” And he held up a brown
paper bag. When I had finished the dishes, I went out on the porch to talk with
him a few minutes. It didn’t take a long time to see that this old man had an
oversized heart crowded into that tiny body. He told me he fished for a living
to support his daughter, her five children, and her husband, who was hopelessly
crippled from a back injury. He didn’t tell it by way of complaint; in fact,
every other sentence was preface with a thanks to God for a blessing. He was
grateful that no pain accompanied his disease, which was apparently a form of
skin cancer. He thanked God for giving him the strength to keep going. At
bedtime, we put a camp cot in the spare room for him. When I got up in the
morning, the bed linens were neatly folded and the little man was out on the
porch. He refused breakfast, but just before he left for his bus, haltingly, as
if asking a great favor, he said, “Could I please come back and stay the next
time I have a treatment? I won’t put you out a bit. I can sleep fine in a
chair.” He paused a moment and then added, “Your children made me feel at
home. Grownups are bothered by my face, but children don’t seem to mind.” I
told him he was welcome to come again. And on his next trip he arrived a little
after seven in the morning. As a gift, he brought a big fish and a quart of the
largest oysters I had ever seen. He said he had shucked them that morning before
he left so that they’d be nice and fresh. I knew his bus left at 4:00 a.m. and
I wondered what time he had to get up in order to do this for us. In the years
he came to stay overnight with us there was never a time that he did not bring
us fish or oysters or vegetables from his garden. Other times we received
packages in the mail, always by special delivery; fish and oysters packed in a
box of fresh young spinach or kale, every leaf carefully washed. Knowing that he
must walk three miles to mail these, and knowing how little money he had, made
the gifts doubly precious. When I received these little remembrances, I often
thought of a comment our next-door neighbor made after he left that first
morning. “Did you keep that awful looking man last night? I turned him away!
You can lose roomers by putting up such people!” Maybe we did lose roomers
once or twice. But oh! If only they could have known him, perhaps their
illness would have been easier to bear. I know our family always will be
grateful to have known him; from him we learned what it was to accept the bad
without complaint and the good with gratitude to God. Recently I was visiting a
friend who has a greenhouse, As she showed me her flowers, we came to the most
beautiful one of all, a golden chrysanthemum, bursting with blooms. But to my
great surprise, it was growing in an old dented, rusty bucket. I thought to
myself, “If this were my plant, I’d put it in the loveliest container I had!” My
friend changed my mind. “I ran short of pots,” she explained, “and knowing how
beautiful this one would be, I thought it wouldn’t mind starting out in this old
pail. It’s just for a little while, till I can put it out in the garden.” She
must have wondered why I laughed so delightedly, but I was imagining just such a
scene in heaven. “Here’s an especially beautiful one,” God might have said when
he came to the soul of the sweet old fisherman. “He won’t mind starting in this
small body.” All this happened long ago and now, in God’s garden, how tall this
lovely soul must stand. The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man
looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.” (1 Samuel 16:7b)
Unfortunately I do not know the source of this
story. If you know please e-mail me so that I can
acknowledge. Thanks.
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